perviously,
Turkey Raised his eyebrows: la t5lene az3l mnch mahra floose floosch ok 7bebte 5the kl ely tbena o mn youm o ray7 hatha beitch .. mst7eel a5leich trdeen 7g hake el wa7sh ely hoh o5oya o mrta el 3grba
Mahra "Yeah, my uncle called him a monster … I think that how I should really describe him ... Every one went out of the room so I could get sleep I opened the A C and felt the cold breeze through my skin.. Wore the P J's that 3nood gave me from hers and tl7ft o I closed my eyes and went to my Dreams..
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I slowly opened my eyes, Hmmm were am I , Ooh yaa right im in uncle turkey's House, the room was cold , I looked at the watch it was 4:pm ooh I slept a lot , I moved my body off the bed and went to the bathroom to wash my face , hmm I don’t have clothes I want to take a shower , I opened the door of the room went outside and then went down , I saw my uncle and 3nood setting drinking tea before I say any word 3nood saw me and said :
3nood : Good afternoon Sunshine
Uncle turkey saw me also and said : how was your sleep
Mahra : good afternoon, it was great thank you
Turkey : 3nood give mahra some of your clothes so she can go out with you to eat and shop
3nood : sure I will find you the smallest tee-shirt and jeans I have
Mahra I laughed: thank you
3nood : anytime so come up lets go dress you up pretty
Turkey : take care both of you
Mahra and 3nood : you too
While im seeing 3nood looking for clothes for me I remembered what happened ams , my heart hurt me from this memory and this is my first time to sleep outside the house , what he is thinking now , is he feeling guilty or is he happy .. I think he is happy .. aah I cant keep thinking about it .. I have to change my life from now.. at least I wont marry an old man and maybe I will continue my studies .. im feeling safe now and I want to live like other girls ..
3nood : sho raych bhal shirt( she showed me a yellow shirt )
Mahra : its gorgeous I love yellow ..
3nood : ok wear it with this jeans and lets see
I went into the bathroom and wore the shirt and the jeans , It was gorgeous on me .. I went outside
3nood : wooooow yellow is your colour baby
Mahra " I blushed and said " thanks ..
3nood : open your hair
Mahra : ok " I opened my hair "
3nood : your so pretty mashalla
Mahra : im not that pretty your prettier
3nood : ME ! Look at you your like a princess
Mahra : thanks Ummm do you have 3baya and sheila I could borrow
3nood : yah sure its in the kabt ill go dress up..
I opened the kabt wooow I looked at the 3bayas they were gorgeous each one was better than the other I choose one that has a little flowers in the hands it was simple but it was the prettiest because I love simple. I saw shoes a lot of them.. I love shoes a lot but I never wore high heels.. My dad wouldn’t let me .. I want to try one I saw a yellow high heels.. so I wore it but I fell down immediately 3nood saw me and laughed ..
3nood : you don’t knoe how to wear high heels
Mahra : well ya I never wore one
3nood : ok ill teach you
3nood taught me how to wear high heels its sounded funny but serious too me .. I always see these beautiful models wear them and you know I just love Fashion..
We went to Dubai mall.. And headed to the shops.. I bought a lot of clothes and half of them were short dresses.. I just love dresses I feel it makes more feminine and I bought underwear's, shoes, bags, PJ , shirts , jeans and fa9alt maybe 10 3bayas .. its my first time to shop and I feel in a good mood .. I feel I want to shop everyday.. We went to the lotion store and bought a lot of lotions, shampoo's and prefunds aaah they smell so good.. at last we were so tired we sat in Armani café .. I was looking at the mall and people shopping they have a great life.. They are so happy like they don’t have any problems.. I cant believe that I used to have a miserable life .. I feel that I am a new born.. 3nood stopped my thinking by saying the weirdest thing ever
3nood : have you been in love before
Mahra : In LOVE ??
3nood : ya in love that you loved a guy before..
Mahra :No I never
3nood : oh my good really
Mahra : no I never did and I wont
3nood : why love is so nice
Mahra: what is nice about it .. I don’t like it
3nood : why
Mahra : what why
3nood : why you don’t like it
MAHRA : because I feel no one would love me
3nood : whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat !! are you serious .. Many guys wish you OK ~!!
Mahra : no there are many pretty girls and they have a great personality
3nood : you have not just a great personality a wonderful one !
Mahra : ana w7da 5wafa and im not that Fun and funny im so Blue…
3nood : you aree come with mee ( and she pulled me )
Mahra : Wereee ? are we going
3nood : just come
" we walked and walked and went up tell we reached a place called sega republic "
Mahra : WOOOOW games
3nood : Yuppp we will Plaaaay
We entered the games and took some tickets , we played a lot of games , I had aloot of fun I laughed I screamed from my heart we sang we clapped we did everything , I never had this much fun before we went out of the games and went to the cinema and watched When in Rome .. I liked the movie a lot and couldn’t believe that 4 guys loved her .. 3nood was like I wish 4 boys loved me I would let them do everything for me …at last we went home after we ate Mc donald Yumm Yummm … We went home and strait to my bed I went to sleep and off to my dreams ..
I woke up the next morning and then went down I saw my uncle turkey and 3nood and then we went to eat breakfast in the dining room ..
Uncle Turkey : Mahra tbeen tkmleen drastch ?
Mahra: haih aba 3mee
Uncle Turkey : tbeen tdrsen abroad wala ahne Fe dubai
Mahra : walla ma3rf 3mee
3nood : ana agool roo7ei California a7la walla el jaww rw3aa o el mkaan arwa3 o tnft7 nfsetch 7g el drasa ana r7t ahnak o ybt kla A's in my classes walla anha 6rr o you will meet fe jam3tch mn all nationalities
Mahra : bs mshklte a5af kaif aroo7 o atm broo7e
3nood : mno gal batmeen bro7ach you will have friends
Mahra : bs a7s maroom a5aaf askn bro7e o ma3rf sho aswe ma3rf shy 3n life ahnak
3nood : btt3lmen hatha a7la shy o b3d you will meet new friends o akeed el scholarship by76oonch way majmo3at baanat or by7jzolch mkan there
Mahra: bs ana sna kamla madrst
Turkey: 3adi byswoolch emt7an o mt2kd anch btj7eena o hoh by7dd mstwach fl jam3a
Mahra:ana msh gwya fe any a3eish broo7ei wlla mra fe 7yate o mb mt3wda asafer
Turkey : bs ente msh ray7a tl3been ente ray7a 7g drasa o elsfr y3lmch wayed ashya2 mthl el mso2lya o n7n mabn5lech bro7ch mthl ma galat 3nood el scholarship by76oonch m3 bnat btrab3einhm fe beit wla skn o by3eshon wyach o by3lmoonch 3n el 7ayah ahnak ..
Mahra : bs al7ein grb el 9eif kaif lazm atrya lain el sna elyaya
Turkey : abd2e b summer courses by5laich t5l9ein drastch asr3
Mahra: umm enzain kaif y8dmoon
Turkey : la t7aten ana b8dmlch 7g kl shy low tbeen mn elyoum b3d bs 36eine shhadatch ely swetehm fe el thanwya
Mahra: enshalla
O m g I cant believe it badrs br3 … its scary I never been to America before especially California and I will study there.. Kaif el 7yah ahnaak .. umm a3g sheilte o 3bate wla la .. Who I will meet there .. are they nice people or not .. aaaah kl hal as2la t5wff aaaah allah y3enee bs I need to adrs o mareed athgl 3la goum 3mee fe beithm I need to be independent o work as hard 3shan I make my life good o lazm adrss 3shan ma9la7tee.. Enshalla y8bloone ..
I waited 2 weeks after my dad kicked me out I slowly forget about it .. im leaving a wonderful life her in Dubai I never cried from that day I always laugh and smile mashalla I gained 2 kilos and cut my hair a little not a lot 3nood would kill me .. then Uncle Turkey told me that el scholarship excepted me because of my great marks and AFTER 2 weeks I will go there !! To do an entry exam for the university and that he cant go with me for his work and also 3nood so 2 of the girls I would be living with will come with me and help me .. I was scared first that I will go alone.. Second I don't know what to do .. I don’t know how to behave and I never been alone o now bsafer alone.. I couldn’t show it to my uncle lana he was happy for me .. a5af el girls are mean or not good and I decided that b3g 3bate there but I would still wear long with Sheila and the girls that I will met one will be in her 3 year and the other in her second year and that I will be leaving with 4 girls in a bug apartment in new port and I would be having my own room .
AFTER TWO WEEKS …."The story really begins from here ;p"
enjoy reading ,
Friday, 19 March 2010
Thursday, 18 March 2010
A whole new world Part 3
previously ,
Dad : damch matbene a3amlch o a7af'6 3la sm3tch 6l3e bara3 maba ashoof rg3t wayahch 3eishe nfs el 3alam wl nass .. May59ne fech .. wla ente y59ch fenaaa ana mn el youm mtbry mnch … O tbene ajawb 3la so2alch ana f3mre ma7betch … OMCH KANT 7aml FEECH GBL MATZWAJHA !!!!O 89booone a5thhaa o '6y3t 7ayateee way w7da '3bya 3aga 3mrha ..
MAhra :" Ana … Anaa … Anaa.. BNT 7raaaaam …LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Mst7eeel LAa Laa yg9 3laay La ana msh cheee laaaaaaaaaaaaaa from the shock my tears were frozen.. is he saying the truth .. Laaaa but im not bnt 7raam I mean he married my mum after all … bs kaaif kaif weeeen broooo7 weeein shoo bsweee kaiff "
Dad : yalla br3 bbbbbbbbbr3 mareed ashoofch marthanya fahma o la ateben 6ary 3la elsanch ana la oboch wla ente bnte FAHMAAA " and he keept dragging me out of the house o dzane I felt down the stairs and he through the bag on me which landed beside me "
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I stood up with hope , Like a thirsty boy who drunk cold water, I walked to find a place to call the number , I walked and walked it was scary but I have to face it, all the shops were closed and I was scared I didn’t know what to do , crying wont help me even , I tried to think , I saw Indian( mal shar3 ) they looked at me with there eyes wide open , I was really scared I sat down from tiredness and wanted the time goes fast and morning comes so I can call my uncle .. I was tired but my eyes was wide open .. I saw a car stopped beside me .. I was really scared I stood up .. It was a Brown Bentley.. He opened the window and a middle – aged man appeared .. He said " a5ty t7tagein ay msa3da " I was so scared that he would rape me or something 9dg 5ft … bs when he told me that ert7t .. I said to him " Ummm can I use your phone please" He replied " Sure " and gave me his black berry I took it and I started to press on the numbers …
It started ringing … Ringing.. 6ooo6 … 6oooo6 .666oooooo6 "come on come on please answer "
The voice that made me relax but with a tired tone " Alooo "
Mahra " alooo 3mee turkey…"
Turkey " Mno m3aay "
Mahra " 3mee ana mahra bint 3bdalla o5ook "
Turkey " Oooh Mahra halla sh7alch "
Mahra with a happy tone " b5air el 7mdalla 3me enta sh7alk "
Turkey " b5air el 7mdalaa .. Umm fe shy 9ayer "
Mahra "my tongue enrb6 ma3rf sho agool o my eyes started to produce tears ... I didn’t know what to say I started to Cry"
Turkey " Mahra Sho feech sho 9aayer 5brene "
Mahra " 3-3-3-m-mey ana – Oboyaa – and i Told him Every thing "
Turkey " est'3fralla el3ly el 3a'6eim allah y'3rballah mn o5o wein ente al7ein"
Mahra " ana Fe elshar3 ma3rf sho aswe 3meee "
Turkey " Bnty fe bu'6abi la7'6a bdglha bagoolha ate etshlch 3ndhm 3rss ay shar3 ente "
Mahra " ana Fe shar3 /…../ "
Turkey " bhal wagt La 7wl wla 8wat ela ballah 3jb fe haldnya o5oya yswee chee "
Mahra : ………………..
Turkey " 5laa9 7bebte al7ein dagtlha dgayeg o entkoon 3ndch b36eiha hal ra8am "
Mahra : … La La La ha msh r8me ha r8m 7d ana shleet el mobile ana ma3ndy
Turkey : 5laa9 3yaal tryay fe nafs elmkan batshoofen Mercedes 7mra yaytnch ok
Mahra : ok……..
Turkey : la t5afeen 7bebte enshalla kl shy baykoon OK
Mahra : enshalla..
… I saw the man looking at me with a look of a pity for me in his eyes.. I gave him the phone and said "thank-you" He replied " Any time and ana btryach lain mate el syara ha mn wajbe fa la tgollen La ente mthl a5te o mareed y9eeir lch ay shy " I looked at him what a kind people fe this world but they are little compared to awful people.. I smiled at him and went a little back waiting for the car..bnt 3mee she is the only girl .. akbr mne b 4 years and she is called 3nood… I don’t see her a lot less even that my uncle.. aaah what will my life will be ..?What will happen..? Where I will stay …? What will would I do …? Brd 7g my dad wla mabshoofa b3d youum.. ? All these question marks waiting for answers..
After 10 minutes I saw the car that I was waiting for .. The man Said" akee sayartch w9lt .. t7mle 3la 3mrch o allah byrzgch el 5air enshalla "
I smiled at him and said " Thank you a lot "
He said "any time Good bye"
Told Him "Good-bye"
The car came closer to me.. I opened the door.. Saw a beautiful Lady.. She was wearing a pink Dress and her hair was black like coal or more and she isn't wearing 3baya nor sheila and she said with a soft voice " Mahra tfa'6le"
Mahra "said by a confused tone" : 3nood?
3nood : haaih ~ sh7aaalch mahra
Mahra: t'3yrte wayed w7lwete
She blushed and said " 3yoonch el 7lwa "
Mahra " I blushed too no one said before that my eyes are pretty even if it was a complement" : thanks
We were quite and it was like we were heading out side Abudhabi and to Dubai .. I didn’t went to dubai Long time ago. 3nood broke the quitness and said something that made my stomach growl..
3nood : are you hungry
Mahra;…..
3nood : la tst7een 3adii
Mahra : wayed yw3ana
3nood : bamr el sheisha ely jdam o bn6lb akl laneee waaayed yw3ana
Mahra : ok
3nood : km 3mrch
Mahra : I'm 18
3nood : walla o wein tdrsen ?
Mahra : ma2drs I just finished high school o my dad ma5lane
3nood : ohh why ahmm shy your studies
Mahra : ya I know my dream is to go abroad but I don’t think it will happen
3nood : why not I studied abroad
Mahra " I turned my self to her and said : Reallly with a shock face
3nood laughed at my reaction : ya why not and you will study enshalla now my dad ms2ool 3nch ..
Mahra: he told you ..
3nood: yaaah matwa83t 3mee chee
Mahra.. Ahh
3nood : don’t worry 7bebte you have family we wont leave you ..and your dad allah ysam7a turst me bayeeh youm o bayndm o by7b relch for his forgivness..
Mahra: i don’t think soo
3nood : you will see but for now you have to continue your studies we have a lot of universities in Dubai and you can go abroad if you want
Mahra : aah Ill think about it later im not for the mood for studying
3nood : ooh I'm sorry I didn’t mean … to ..
Mahra: its fine … So were did you studied ?
3nood : California state university
Mahra: wooow California.. your so lucky
3nood : I know its an amazing place … I had a lot of adventures there ..
Mahra : The beach and the amazing famous people
3nood: saw a lot of them
Mahra : lucky you
3nood : you know you can apply there ..
Mahra : But …
3nood : but what ….my dad he will be happy if he know you want to continue in college actually he will force you he loves education.
Mahra: but I'm not use to being alone and asafer even I just been in a plane twice when I was young ..
3nood : that’s the fun in it .. You will experience a new life ..
Mahra: I don’t know …
3nood: just think about it
Mahra : I will
Mahra " I turned to my window .. Could it be.. Could I go and study abroad .. But im scared.. aah stupid mahra why are you scared .. you have to start living by your own from now .. I want my dream to come true .. We stopped at the sheisha and 3nood bought me a big pizza and I ate it really fast from hunger.
3nood laughed at me and said " I want you to eat more I want you to get some curves on your body "
I blushed because I was little skinny I really needed to gain some weight unlike 3nood she has there amazing curves
3nood : in Dubai I will let you everything ..
I laughed and said : ookk and I asked : hmmm do you were sheila and 3baya
3nood : im starting tooo
Mahra : is it ok with your Dad
3nood laughed: your uncle is a free man and he trusts me
Mahra : ooh
3nood : remove your sheila I want to see your hair ..
I removed my shaila and took my hair band off .. My hair suddenly slides on my shoulders tell my back ..
3nood : you have long hair mashalla
Mahra : ya I want to cut it
3nood : DON’T I WILL KILL YOU, you have a sexy hair mashalla
Mahra " I blushed and replied by Thank you
3nood: you welcome..
We started to see the colorful lights of Dubai.. as we entered I was amazed with the buildings and how tall they were .. My eyes sparkled by seeing the lights.. we were passing through the streets .. The sun was rising and I was tired a lot..And without knowing I went into my dream world …
.. : mahra … mahraa
3nood : mahra 7bebtee Gomme
I opened my eyed by these sounds these sound and I saw my uncle turkey he was bigger than the last time saw him and I saw 3nood beside him looking at me.. Ohh what happened.. Ohh yaa right…
Turkey : sh7alch bnty ??
Mahra : ahlain 3mee and b5air el 7mdalla
Turkey with a safe smile: tfa'6le da5l jahznalch el room you can get rest.
Mahra : mashkoo 3me walla bdooonk ma3rft sho aswe
Turkey : a3tbrene obooch mn el youm …
Mahra : mashkoor
Turkey : matwa83t hatha aye mn o5oya ..
Mahra : ma3laih 3meee 5laa9 skr el salfa .. allah ysam7a
Turkey: wysam7 el jmee3
3nood: yalla tfa'6lee brweech '3rftch o bswelch tour fe your new house
Mahara laughed: ok
Turkey: 5leiha ttrta7 awl la at3bena
Mahra " I felt people cared for me for the first time I felt loved I felt SAFE .. For the first time , I smiled and saw 3nood talking showing me the house and looking at this lovely family .. even if her mother died , she is happy she has hope in life I wish I have that I wish I have a great personality , what a lovely family mashalla .. allah y7fa'6houm lb3'6..
She showed me my room it was comfy and it was pretty purple.. I put my stuff on the table and sat on the bed I looked at the room , for the first time I have a proper room ..
Turkey : el39ar enshalla 3nood bta5thch to Dubai mall tshtrelch malabs o 7ajatch o e9rfee gd matbeen ..
Mahra: mashkoor 3mee bs ana 3nde floos
Turkey Raised his eyebrows: la t5lene az3l mnch mahra floose floosch ok 7bebte 5the kl ely tbena o mn youm o ray7 hatha beitch .. mst7eel a5leich trdeen 7g hake el wa7sh ely hoh o5oya o mrta el 3grba
Mahra "Yeah, my uncle called him a monster … I think that how I should really describe him ... Every one went out of the room so I could get sleep I opened the A C and felt the cold breeze through my skin.. Wore the P J's that 3nood gave me from hers and tl7ft o I closed my eyes and went to my Dreams..
enjoy reading ,
Dad : damch matbene a3amlch o a7af'6 3la sm3tch 6l3e bara3 maba ashoof rg3t wayahch 3eishe nfs el 3alam wl nass .. May59ne fech .. wla ente y59ch fenaaa ana mn el youm mtbry mnch … O tbene ajawb 3la so2alch ana f3mre ma7betch … OMCH KANT 7aml FEECH GBL MATZWAJHA !!!!O 89booone a5thhaa o '6y3t 7ayateee way w7da '3bya 3aga 3mrha ..
MAhra :" Ana … Anaa … Anaa.. BNT 7raaaaam …LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Mst7eeel LAa Laa yg9 3laay La ana msh cheee laaaaaaaaaaaaaa from the shock my tears were frozen.. is he saying the truth .. Laaaa but im not bnt 7raam I mean he married my mum after all … bs kaaif kaif weeeen broooo7 weeein shoo bsweee kaiff "
Dad : yalla br3 bbbbbbbbbr3 mareed ashoofch marthanya fahma o la ateben 6ary 3la elsanch ana la oboch wla ente bnte FAHMAAA " and he keept dragging me out of the house o dzane I felt down the stairs and he through the bag on me which landed beside me "
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I stood up with hope , Like a thirsty boy who drunk cold water, I walked to find a place to call the number , I walked and walked it was scary but I have to face it, all the shops were closed and I was scared I didn’t know what to do , crying wont help me even , I tried to think , I saw Indian( mal shar3 ) they looked at me with there eyes wide open , I was really scared I sat down from tiredness and wanted the time goes fast and morning comes so I can call my uncle .. I was tired but my eyes was wide open .. I saw a car stopped beside me .. I was really scared I stood up .. It was a Brown Bentley.. He opened the window and a middle – aged man appeared .. He said " a5ty t7tagein ay msa3da " I was so scared that he would rape me or something 9dg 5ft … bs when he told me that ert7t .. I said to him " Ummm can I use your phone please" He replied " Sure " and gave me his black berry I took it and I started to press on the numbers …
It started ringing … Ringing.. 6ooo6 … 6oooo6 .666oooooo6 "come on come on please answer "
The voice that made me relax but with a tired tone " Alooo "
Mahra " alooo 3mee turkey…"
Turkey " Mno m3aay "
Mahra " 3mee ana mahra bint 3bdalla o5ook "
Turkey " Oooh Mahra halla sh7alch "
Mahra with a happy tone " b5air el 7mdalla 3me enta sh7alk "
Turkey " b5air el 7mdalaa .. Umm fe shy 9ayer "
Mahra "my tongue enrb6 ma3rf sho agool o my eyes started to produce tears ... I didn’t know what to say I started to Cry"
Turkey " Mahra Sho feech sho 9aayer 5brene "
Mahra " 3-3-3-m-mey ana – Oboyaa – and i Told him Every thing "
Turkey " est'3fralla el3ly el 3a'6eim allah y'3rballah mn o5o wein ente al7ein"
Mahra " ana Fe elshar3 ma3rf sho aswe 3meee "
Turkey " Bnty fe bu'6abi la7'6a bdglha bagoolha ate etshlch 3ndhm 3rss ay shar3 ente "
Mahra " ana Fe shar3 /…../ "
Turkey " bhal wagt La 7wl wla 8wat ela ballah 3jb fe haldnya o5oya yswee chee "
Mahra : ………………..
Turkey " 5laa9 7bebte al7ein dagtlha dgayeg o entkoon 3ndch b36eiha hal ra8am "
Mahra : … La La La ha msh r8me ha r8m 7d ana shleet el mobile ana ma3ndy
Turkey : 5laa9 3yaal tryay fe nafs elmkan batshoofen Mercedes 7mra yaytnch ok
Mahra : ok……..
Turkey : la t5afeen 7bebte enshalla kl shy baykoon OK
Mahra : enshalla..
… I saw the man looking at me with a look of a pity for me in his eyes.. I gave him the phone and said "thank-you" He replied " Any time and ana btryach lain mate el syara ha mn wajbe fa la tgollen La ente mthl a5te o mareed y9eeir lch ay shy " I looked at him what a kind people fe this world but they are little compared to awful people.. I smiled at him and went a little back waiting for the car..bnt 3mee she is the only girl .. akbr mne b 4 years and she is called 3nood… I don’t see her a lot less even that my uncle.. aaah what will my life will be ..?What will happen..? Where I will stay …? What will would I do …? Brd 7g my dad wla mabshoofa b3d youum.. ? All these question marks waiting for answers..
After 10 minutes I saw the car that I was waiting for .. The man Said" akee sayartch w9lt .. t7mle 3la 3mrch o allah byrzgch el 5air enshalla "
I smiled at him and said " Thank you a lot "
He said "any time Good bye"
Told Him "Good-bye"
The car came closer to me.. I opened the door.. Saw a beautiful Lady.. She was wearing a pink Dress and her hair was black like coal or more and she isn't wearing 3baya nor sheila and she said with a soft voice " Mahra tfa'6le"
Mahra "said by a confused tone" : 3nood?
3nood : haaih ~ sh7aaalch mahra
Mahra: t'3yrte wayed w7lwete
She blushed and said " 3yoonch el 7lwa "
Mahra " I blushed too no one said before that my eyes are pretty even if it was a complement" : thanks
We were quite and it was like we were heading out side Abudhabi and to Dubai .. I didn’t went to dubai Long time ago. 3nood broke the quitness and said something that made my stomach growl..
3nood : are you hungry
Mahra;…..
3nood : la tst7een 3adii
Mahra : wayed yw3ana
3nood : bamr el sheisha ely jdam o bn6lb akl laneee waaayed yw3ana
Mahra : ok
3nood : km 3mrch
Mahra : I'm 18
3nood : walla o wein tdrsen ?
Mahra : ma2drs I just finished high school o my dad ma5lane
3nood : ohh why ahmm shy your studies
Mahra : ya I know my dream is to go abroad but I don’t think it will happen
3nood : why not I studied abroad
Mahra " I turned my self to her and said : Reallly with a shock face
3nood laughed at my reaction : ya why not and you will study enshalla now my dad ms2ool 3nch ..
Mahra: he told you ..
3nood: yaaah matwa83t 3mee chee
Mahra.. Ahh
3nood : don’t worry 7bebte you have family we wont leave you ..and your dad allah ysam7a turst me bayeeh youm o bayndm o by7b relch for his forgivness..
Mahra: i don’t think soo
3nood : you will see but for now you have to continue your studies we have a lot of universities in Dubai and you can go abroad if you want
Mahra : aah Ill think about it later im not for the mood for studying
3nood : ooh I'm sorry I didn’t mean … to ..
Mahra: its fine … So were did you studied ?
3nood : California state university
Mahra: wooow California.. your so lucky
3nood : I know its an amazing place … I had a lot of adventures there ..
Mahra : The beach and the amazing famous people
3nood: saw a lot of them
Mahra : lucky you
3nood : you know you can apply there ..
Mahra : But …
3nood : but what ….my dad he will be happy if he know you want to continue in college actually he will force you he loves education.
Mahra: but I'm not use to being alone and asafer even I just been in a plane twice when I was young ..
3nood : that’s the fun in it .. You will experience a new life ..
Mahra: I don’t know …
3nood: just think about it
Mahra : I will
Mahra " I turned to my window .. Could it be.. Could I go and study abroad .. But im scared.. aah stupid mahra why are you scared .. you have to start living by your own from now .. I want my dream to come true .. We stopped at the sheisha and 3nood bought me a big pizza and I ate it really fast from hunger.
3nood laughed at me and said " I want you to eat more I want you to get some curves on your body "
I blushed because I was little skinny I really needed to gain some weight unlike 3nood she has there amazing curves
3nood : in Dubai I will let you everything ..
I laughed and said : ookk and I asked : hmmm do you were sheila and 3baya
3nood : im starting tooo
Mahra : is it ok with your Dad
3nood laughed: your uncle is a free man and he trusts me
Mahra : ooh
3nood : remove your sheila I want to see your hair ..
I removed my shaila and took my hair band off .. My hair suddenly slides on my shoulders tell my back ..
3nood : you have long hair mashalla
Mahra : ya I want to cut it
3nood : DON’T I WILL KILL YOU, you have a sexy hair mashalla
Mahra " I blushed and replied by Thank you
3nood: you welcome..
We started to see the colorful lights of Dubai.. as we entered I was amazed with the buildings and how tall they were .. My eyes sparkled by seeing the lights.. we were passing through the streets .. The sun was rising and I was tired a lot..And without knowing I went into my dream world …
.. : mahra … mahraa
3nood : mahra 7bebtee Gomme
I opened my eyed by these sounds these sound and I saw my uncle turkey he was bigger than the last time saw him and I saw 3nood beside him looking at me.. Ohh what happened.. Ohh yaa right…
Turkey : sh7alch bnty ??
Mahra : ahlain 3mee and b5air el 7mdalla
Turkey with a safe smile: tfa'6le da5l jahznalch el room you can get rest.
Mahra : mashkoo 3me walla bdooonk ma3rft sho aswe
Turkey : a3tbrene obooch mn el youm …
Mahra : mashkoor
Turkey : matwa83t hatha aye mn o5oya ..
Mahra : ma3laih 3meee 5laa9 skr el salfa .. allah ysam7a
Turkey: wysam7 el jmee3
3nood: yalla tfa'6lee brweech '3rftch o bswelch tour fe your new house
Mahara laughed: ok
Turkey: 5leiha ttrta7 awl la at3bena
Mahra " I felt people cared for me for the first time I felt loved I felt SAFE .. For the first time , I smiled and saw 3nood talking showing me the house and looking at this lovely family .. even if her mother died , she is happy she has hope in life I wish I have that I wish I have a great personality , what a lovely family mashalla .. allah y7fa'6houm lb3'6..
She showed me my room it was comfy and it was pretty purple.. I put my stuff on the table and sat on the bed I looked at the room , for the first time I have a proper room ..
Turkey : el39ar enshalla 3nood bta5thch to Dubai mall tshtrelch malabs o 7ajatch o e9rfee gd matbeen ..
Mahra: mashkoor 3mee bs ana 3nde floos
Turkey Raised his eyebrows: la t5lene az3l mnch mahra floose floosch ok 7bebte 5the kl ely tbena o mn youm o ray7 hatha beitch .. mst7eel a5leich trdeen 7g hake el wa7sh ely hoh o5oya o mrta el 3grba
Mahra "Yeah, my uncle called him a monster … I think that how I should really describe him ... Every one went out of the room so I could get sleep I opened the A C and felt the cold breeze through my skin.. Wore the P J's that 3nood gave me from hers and tl7ft o I closed my eyes and went to my Dreams..
enjoy reading ,
Wednesday, 17 March 2010
a whole new world Part 2
previously ,
The pharmacy was behind our house so I went there and I started to cough more.. I went into the pharmacy coughing hardly and everyone kept looking at me in a shock.. I went to the Indian man and said .. P-P-Pii-ill-l-ls p-le-ea-see ( name of the pill ) the Indian man went fast and gave me a pill I took one and a kind young man gave me a cup of water .. 7seit blra7a when I ate the pill and drunk the water …I saw the man he was a tall handsome man he told me" al7ein a7sn " I looked at him and didn’t say anything I was in a shock .. and after 7 minutes of silence he was still standing in front of me.. Suddenly out of nowhere I saw my dad coming into the store he was normal but when he saw me his face turned red .. I didn’t think of anything only … The Dress.. The boy in front of me .. El Sheila 6ay7a from coughing… and OUT OF THE HOUSE...
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Harshly he garbed my hands and pulled me, his hands were big comparing to my hand , he was pressing hard and if it was little more harder he could broke my hands. I saw his eyes they were Flaming with Fire , His below teeth were hardly pushed with his upper teeth from madness.. He was pulling me toward the house.. People say each time when they get closer to their house they feel safer But for me I was terrified I could see the house getting closer tell we reached the house.. He opened the door with his huge hands and it banged to the wall and made a big huge noise.. for one second I thought the door has fall he looked at me and gave me a slap on my face with his huge man hands, he grabbed my hair and pulled it slowly that I felt each single hair being pulled from my head skin .. But I didn’t feel any pain because the pain in my heart was covering it ..He started yelling at me and kicking me while I was in the ground " f'67tena ya el7ywana ente bs n5lech dgega flbeit tro7ein t9eei3en, 8rballat el youm ely omch yabtch feeh ely ana tzwajt omch yal 7ywana " he grabbed me again from my hair and said " t7lmen tshoofen eldry ely jdam hatha el bab mrthanya " he pointed at the door … I looked at my step mum and sister and I saw the look in their faces they were looking at me like I am such an animal.. I stood up while tears came out of my Hazel Eyes I looked at every one and went up stairs.. I didn’t defend my self because I know they wont believe me I went to my room.. Closed the lights and full into my warm bed crying not from the pain … not from the looks that they gave me.. not from not defending my self .. But From the person who did that.. Yes My darling father.. The great person that each girl not only likes but loved.. Yes the one who take cares of her and be her role model in the world and makes here feel safe .Slowly my tears started to stop and without noticing I went to another world.. Which were my dreams…
I opened my eyes , Ouch why is my head hurting me , Before I could figure why my head hurts me .. a flash of memory came in front of me like a film from what happened yesterday … my eyes started watering and I kept staring at the 4 walls in my room.. My life is over.. its over .. I'm trap in this house for ever.. Will not forever tell I get married.. aah and my dad who he will give me too .. An old man.. A wealthy old man or no one.. for one minute I thought of committing suicide.. St'3fralla what am I saying I don’t want to go to hell … I sat thinking deeply do I run away? Hmmmmm No way I don’t know any one my friends I don’t have their numbers I don’t have even a mobile.. what a stupid idea .. I wont run from the house.. What then I should dooo .. Think mahra think I wont live like this I have the right to live like any other person.. AAAAAHAA!! That’s it I have to talk to my dad.. But without anyone with him .. I have to stand to my rights …I have to say im a human too not a garbage and let him understand ... but you’re an idiot mahra dad wont lesson to you aaah and even im a coward girl ..
Tok Tok Tok ( door )
Mahra : Mnoo
…..: its me Reem Mama Tbaach tnzlen t7t tgool shy 7reem yboon yshofonch..
Mahra : what 7rem ?? Sho el salfa …
I wore my kandoora and Sheila and went down .. I saw a banch of old women's setting ..
Step mother : tfa'6le 7bebte MaHra hathe Yasmine o 3fraa
Mahra : " WHAT THE F### did she said 7bebte what happening " elslam 3laikm
Yasmine : w3laikm el salama mashalla 3laiha sheicka etjnn
Step Mother : haih mthl maglt lkm
Mahra " Told them what sho el salfa "
Yasmine : 3yal 5la9 n7n b3d mwaf8een haah glte matba tkml drastha 9aa7
Step Mother : la Matba
3fra stood up and came to kiss me : mabroook 7bebte
Mahra : mabrook Laish .. !
Yasmine : weeh weeh weh y7lailha elbnt msta7ya.. Mabrook 3ala rayle el '3alya ely hoh bay9eir RAYLACH !!!!!
Mahra : " F*** WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT !!! Sho tgool Hai " : Raylch Rayleee SHO TGOOLEEEN SHO EL SALFA
Step mother Laughed : t3ali 7yatee shklch m9a6la " and s7btne el ma6b5 "
In the kitchen:
"N3m sho 9ayer SHO EL SALFA" I Said
Step Mother looked at me o raf3a 5shmha uff y3la y6eei7 enshalla !! : sm3e hay ely br3 mrt rbe3 oboch matroom eteb 3yal o oboch 3r'6 lrbe3a gal bnte awla lk o tfdak o 6b3n b3d ely sweteh ams .. btzwajena b3d 3 days o bateben mnah yahal 3shan 7rmta matrooom
Mahra : shhhhhhhhhhhoooooo LAAAAAAAAAAAA !! Mast7eeel NO WAAY t3rfen SHO y3ne
NO way … !! fe a7lamkm ana mabtzwaj
Step Mother : t5seen a9lan malch shoor Oboch 8rar o 5laaa9 gal llryal Tmm
Mahra " I started crying Sho haaal 7yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah laish im a bad luck person ely fe gady 3ayshen 7yathm they are having fun o ana an aim miserable and 7yate 5aysaa laish ana sho sweet 3shan SHO thanbeee … I saw step mother went out o tslm 3l 7reim 3shan yro7on .. Im a Slave ya that’s what I am to them .. I went to my room fast o 3gait 3mree 3al bed and started to cry .. I didn’t know how many hours it took me to cry bs my tears couldn’t finsh .. 5laaa9 I will get married to and old guy by6algne 3gb maybla 3yal o by3gne fe el shar3 5laaa9 my life is over ,,, What am I saying LA LA I CANT …aah mahra you cant do this to your .. Im Going to run away .. YES I will .. Bashl ra8m 3me o broo7laa I cant be like this anymore .. I went out of my room it was 5 el 3a9ar d5lt shwy shwy 8rfat my dad m7d feyha .. Saw the brown book that has all the number .. 3my turkey … 3my turkey Hmmm Wein Weinaa … 3my turkeeey YESS HERE IT IS I wrote it in my hands and then I heard voice coming to the room .. I didn’t know how but I slide under the bed and kept quite .. I heard mrt Dad coming in and she was on the phone with some one ..
: Haaaih haaaih enshalla t3aloo bacher hatoo el mahar .. La la bntna '3alya manr'6a bhal s3r … enshalla Enshalll yalla m3a el salama …
" as if she is going to give me the money .. she will take it she and her spoiled little girls .. oohth bed is moving .. Nooooo Laykooon she will sleep Noo Noooooo Please god ….
1 hour
2
3 hours
"The sleeping beauty woke up . and went out of the room I got of the bed and run fast to my room but … I suddenly banged into some one I opened my eyes it was … The person that I call him my father ..
DAD : weein knteee o laish trk'6ein mthl el habla
MAhra …..:…..
Dad : sm3ene mrtee 5bratch traaah b3d 3 ayam btzwajen fl m7kma o btro7ein 3nd raylach o maba ay fa'6aya7 fahmaaaaa …
Mahra...:…..
DAD : FAAHMAA YA KALBAAAA !!
Mahra " LA LA MSH FAHMAA I wont mst7eeeeeeeeeeeeel shoof sho bsweee La La y asara you can say anything to him he will kill you … LA LA I HAVEE LAzm adaf3 3n 3mry I wont live like this " Entaa Efhaaam !!! awl
Dad : SHOOO GLTEEEEEEE !!
Mahra : glt Lk efham enta .. ana msh l3ba bein eidk t3gne 3la ay 7d o t'6rbne ana bntk 9aa7 o lk el 7ag bs ana 3nde 7yaaah a3eishaaa .. ana ensana msh 7ywana tyarha mthl el chalb .. Fa Laaa ana msh fahma baf'67k jdaam el 3alam wl rayayel wl naaas klhouum sho tt7ra maroom aswelk shy .. 9a7 ank oboya bs ana ma3tbrk mafe obo yswee chef e bntah .. aba afham ana sho swetlk fe 7yatk .. klt 7lal obok wana madree ..ana bntk mn l7mk o dmk o msh 3akiefk t3amlne chee maredk t3mlene chee…. O etha madeet eidk 3laay barooo7 ashtke 3laik ……. "I don’t know how this words came out of my mouth I saw the look on his face he was shocked and I was shocked too … Me Mahra the coward ... did I say that .. Laaa Mst7eeel " he silent went to his room .. I was shocked also .. all the house came running when they heard my screaming they were shocked too .. I saw my dad y6l3 with a bag he through it at me ..
Mahra : Shoo Ha
Dad : hatha kl awragch o f7o9atch o shhadatch o kl shy 5aa9 feech o jwazch o Floosch .
Mahra : laish
Dad started to scream: SHO B3d BAR3
Mahra : haa..
Dad : Bara3 6l3eee mn baiteeeee
Mahra "what happening sho el salfaaa "
Dad : damch matbene a3amlch o a7af'6 3la sm3tch 6l3e bara3 maba ashoof rg3t wayahch 3eishe nfs el 3alam wl nass .. May59ne fech .. wla ente y59ch fenaaa ana mn el youm mtbry mnch … O tbene ajawb 3la so2alch ana f3mre ma7betch … OMCH KANT 7aml FEECH GBL MATZWAJHA !!!!O 89booone a5thhaa o '6y3t 7ayateee way w7da '3bya 3aga 3mrha ..
MAhra :" Ana … Anaa … Anaa.. BNT 7raaaaam …LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Mst7eeel LAa Laa yg9 3laay La ana msh cheee laaaaaaaaaaaaaa from the shock my tears were frozen.. is he saying the truth .. Laaaa but im not bnt 7raam I mean he married my mum after all … bs kaaif kaif weeeen broooo7 weeein shoo bsweee kaiff "
Dad : yalla br3 bbbbbbbbbr3 mareed ashoofch marthanya fahma o la ateben 6ary 3la elsanch ana la oboch wla ente bnte FAHMAAA " and he keept dragging me out of the house o dzane I felt down the stairs and he through the bag on me which landed beside me "
I got up slowly msh mstw3ba shy … what happened.. ha kla 9aar wla 7lmm .. am I dreaming .. I pinched my self.. but sadly I wasn’t dreaming at all .. I got up hardly because my back was hurting me .. I wasn’t wearing 3baya .. I went out of the house and my tears started to melt down my checks.. What am I going to do.. were I am going .. yaleitny tzwajt wla 9aar chee .. sho aswee now I cant go back 5laa9 .. do I go back do I apologize to my dad .. but I am free out of the house .. bs I don’t have any one .. I started to cry louder and I walked.. I kept walking for 20 minutes I dunno were am I going it was night and I was scared.. I came to cross the street a car came beside me with a bunch of guys in it .. one of them said " ya 7lw laish t9eee7 " the other " t3aal erkb wyana ya 7lw " I started to freak out I run as fast as I could went into the tress and I heard them laughing and the car went .. what a savages …
I putted my hand on my face to wipe my tears as I saw the number.. Ya the number that was like the best thing I ever saw in my life.. my uncle turkey's Number ..
enjoy reading ,
The pharmacy was behind our house so I went there and I started to cough more.. I went into the pharmacy coughing hardly and everyone kept looking at me in a shock.. I went to the Indian man and said .. P-P-Pii-ill-l-ls p-le-ea-see ( name of the pill ) the Indian man went fast and gave me a pill I took one and a kind young man gave me a cup of water .. 7seit blra7a when I ate the pill and drunk the water …I saw the man he was a tall handsome man he told me" al7ein a7sn " I looked at him and didn’t say anything I was in a shock .. and after 7 minutes of silence he was still standing in front of me.. Suddenly out of nowhere I saw my dad coming into the store he was normal but when he saw me his face turned red .. I didn’t think of anything only … The Dress.. The boy in front of me .. El Sheila 6ay7a from coughing… and OUT OF THE HOUSE...
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Harshly he garbed my hands and pulled me, his hands were big comparing to my hand , he was pressing hard and if it was little more harder he could broke my hands. I saw his eyes they were Flaming with Fire , His below teeth were hardly pushed with his upper teeth from madness.. He was pulling me toward the house.. People say each time when they get closer to their house they feel safer But for me I was terrified I could see the house getting closer tell we reached the house.. He opened the door with his huge hands and it banged to the wall and made a big huge noise.. for one second I thought the door has fall he looked at me and gave me a slap on my face with his huge man hands, he grabbed my hair and pulled it slowly that I felt each single hair being pulled from my head skin .. But I didn’t feel any pain because the pain in my heart was covering it ..He started yelling at me and kicking me while I was in the ground " f'67tena ya el7ywana ente bs n5lech dgega flbeit tro7ein t9eei3en, 8rballat el youm ely omch yabtch feeh ely ana tzwajt omch yal 7ywana " he grabbed me again from my hair and said " t7lmen tshoofen eldry ely jdam hatha el bab mrthanya " he pointed at the door … I looked at my step mum and sister and I saw the look in their faces they were looking at me like I am such an animal.. I stood up while tears came out of my Hazel Eyes I looked at every one and went up stairs.. I didn’t defend my self because I know they wont believe me I went to my room.. Closed the lights and full into my warm bed crying not from the pain … not from the looks that they gave me.. not from not defending my self .. But From the person who did that.. Yes My darling father.. The great person that each girl not only likes but loved.. Yes the one who take cares of her and be her role model in the world and makes here feel safe .Slowly my tears started to stop and without noticing I went to another world.. Which were my dreams…
I opened my eyes , Ouch why is my head hurting me , Before I could figure why my head hurts me .. a flash of memory came in front of me like a film from what happened yesterday … my eyes started watering and I kept staring at the 4 walls in my room.. My life is over.. its over .. I'm trap in this house for ever.. Will not forever tell I get married.. aah and my dad who he will give me too .. An old man.. A wealthy old man or no one.. for one minute I thought of committing suicide.. St'3fralla what am I saying I don’t want to go to hell … I sat thinking deeply do I run away? Hmmmmm No way I don’t know any one my friends I don’t have their numbers I don’t have even a mobile.. what a stupid idea .. I wont run from the house.. What then I should dooo .. Think mahra think I wont live like this I have the right to live like any other person.. AAAAAHAA!! That’s it I have to talk to my dad.. But without anyone with him .. I have to stand to my rights …I have to say im a human too not a garbage and let him understand ... but you’re an idiot mahra dad wont lesson to you aaah and even im a coward girl ..
Tok Tok Tok ( door )
Mahra : Mnoo
…..: its me Reem Mama Tbaach tnzlen t7t tgool shy 7reem yboon yshofonch..
Mahra : what 7rem ?? Sho el salfa …
I wore my kandoora and Sheila and went down .. I saw a banch of old women's setting ..
Step mother : tfa'6le 7bebte MaHra hathe Yasmine o 3fraa
Mahra : " WHAT THE F### did she said 7bebte what happening " elslam 3laikm
Yasmine : w3laikm el salama mashalla 3laiha sheicka etjnn
Step Mother : haih mthl maglt lkm
Mahra " Told them what sho el salfa "
Yasmine : 3yal 5la9 n7n b3d mwaf8een haah glte matba tkml drastha 9aa7
Step Mother : la Matba
3fra stood up and came to kiss me : mabroook 7bebte
Mahra : mabrook Laish .. !
Yasmine : weeh weeh weh y7lailha elbnt msta7ya.. Mabrook 3ala rayle el '3alya ely hoh bay9eir RAYLACH !!!!!
Mahra : " F*** WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT !!! Sho tgool Hai " : Raylch Rayleee SHO TGOOLEEEN SHO EL SALFA
Step mother Laughed : t3ali 7yatee shklch m9a6la " and s7btne el ma6b5 "
In the kitchen:
"N3m sho 9ayer SHO EL SALFA" I Said
Step Mother looked at me o raf3a 5shmha uff y3la y6eei7 enshalla !! : sm3e hay ely br3 mrt rbe3 oboch matroom eteb 3yal o oboch 3r'6 lrbe3a gal bnte awla lk o tfdak o 6b3n b3d ely sweteh ams .. btzwajena b3d 3 days o bateben mnah yahal 3shan 7rmta matrooom
Mahra : shhhhhhhhhhhoooooo LAAAAAAAAAAAA !! Mast7eeel NO WAAY t3rfen SHO y3ne
NO way … !! fe a7lamkm ana mabtzwaj
Step Mother : t5seen a9lan malch shoor Oboch 8rar o 5laaa9 gal llryal Tmm
Mahra " I started crying Sho haaal 7yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah laish im a bad luck person ely fe gady 3ayshen 7yathm they are having fun o ana an aim miserable and 7yate 5aysaa laish ana sho sweet 3shan SHO thanbeee … I saw step mother went out o tslm 3l 7reim 3shan yro7on .. Im a Slave ya that’s what I am to them .. I went to my room fast o 3gait 3mree 3al bed and started to cry .. I didn’t know how many hours it took me to cry bs my tears couldn’t finsh .. 5laaa9 I will get married to and old guy by6algne 3gb maybla 3yal o by3gne fe el shar3 5laaa9 my life is over ,,, What am I saying LA LA I CANT …aah mahra you cant do this to your .. Im Going to run away .. YES I will .. Bashl ra8m 3me o broo7laa I cant be like this anymore .. I went out of my room it was 5 el 3a9ar d5lt shwy shwy 8rfat my dad m7d feyha .. Saw the brown book that has all the number .. 3my turkey … 3my turkey Hmmm Wein Weinaa … 3my turkeeey YESS HERE IT IS I wrote it in my hands and then I heard voice coming to the room .. I didn’t know how but I slide under the bed and kept quite .. I heard mrt Dad coming in and she was on the phone with some one ..
: Haaaih haaaih enshalla t3aloo bacher hatoo el mahar .. La la bntna '3alya manr'6a bhal s3r … enshalla Enshalll yalla m3a el salama …
" as if she is going to give me the money .. she will take it she and her spoiled little girls .. oohth bed is moving .. Nooooo Laykooon she will sleep Noo Noooooo Please god ….
1 hour
2
3 hours
"The sleeping beauty woke up . and went out of the room I got of the bed and run fast to my room but … I suddenly banged into some one I opened my eyes it was … The person that I call him my father ..
DAD : weein knteee o laish trk'6ein mthl el habla
MAhra …..:…..
Dad : sm3ene mrtee 5bratch traaah b3d 3 ayam btzwajen fl m7kma o btro7ein 3nd raylach o maba ay fa'6aya7 fahmaaaaa …
Mahra...:…..
DAD : FAAHMAA YA KALBAAAA !!
Mahra " LA LA MSH FAHMAA I wont mst7eeeeeeeeeeeeel shoof sho bsweee La La y asara you can say anything to him he will kill you … LA LA I HAVEE LAzm adaf3 3n 3mry I wont live like this " Entaa Efhaaam !!! awl
Dad : SHOOO GLTEEEEEEE !!
Mahra : glt Lk efham enta .. ana msh l3ba bein eidk t3gne 3la ay 7d o t'6rbne ana bntk 9aa7 o lk el 7ag bs ana 3nde 7yaaah a3eishaaa .. ana ensana msh 7ywana tyarha mthl el chalb .. Fa Laaa ana msh fahma baf'67k jdaam el 3alam wl rayayel wl naaas klhouum sho tt7ra maroom aswelk shy .. 9a7 ank oboya bs ana ma3tbrk mafe obo yswee chef e bntah .. aba afham ana sho swetlk fe 7yatk .. klt 7lal obok wana madree ..ana bntk mn l7mk o dmk o msh 3akiefk t3amlne chee maredk t3mlene chee…. O etha madeet eidk 3laay barooo7 ashtke 3laik ……. "I don’t know how this words came out of my mouth I saw the look on his face he was shocked and I was shocked too … Me Mahra the coward ... did I say that .. Laaa Mst7eeel " he silent went to his room .. I was shocked also .. all the house came running when they heard my screaming they were shocked too .. I saw my dad y6l3 with a bag he through it at me ..
Mahra : Shoo Ha
Dad : hatha kl awragch o f7o9atch o shhadatch o kl shy 5aa9 feech o jwazch o Floosch .
Mahra : laish
Dad started to scream: SHO B3d BAR3
Mahra : haa..
Dad : Bara3 6l3eee mn baiteeeee
Mahra "what happening sho el salfaaa "
Dad : damch matbene a3amlch o a7af'6 3la sm3tch 6l3e bara3 maba ashoof rg3t wayahch 3eishe nfs el 3alam wl nass .. May59ne fech .. wla ente y59ch fenaaa ana mn el youm mtbry mnch … O tbene ajawb 3la so2alch ana f3mre ma7betch … OMCH KANT 7aml FEECH GBL MATZWAJHA !!!!O 89booone a5thhaa o '6y3t 7ayateee way w7da '3bya 3aga 3mrha ..
MAhra :" Ana … Anaa … Anaa.. BNT 7raaaaam …LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Mst7eeel LAa Laa yg9 3laay La ana msh cheee laaaaaaaaaaaaaa from the shock my tears were frozen.. is he saying the truth .. Laaaa but im not bnt 7raam I mean he married my mum after all … bs kaaif kaif weeeen broooo7 weeein shoo bsweee kaiff "
Dad : yalla br3 bbbbbbbbbr3 mareed ashoofch marthanya fahma o la ateben 6ary 3la elsanch ana la oboch wla ente bnte FAHMAAA " and he keept dragging me out of the house o dzane I felt down the stairs and he through the bag on me which landed beside me "
I got up slowly msh mstw3ba shy … what happened.. ha kla 9aar wla 7lmm .. am I dreaming .. I pinched my self.. but sadly I wasn’t dreaming at all .. I got up hardly because my back was hurting me .. I wasn’t wearing 3baya .. I went out of the house and my tears started to melt down my checks.. What am I going to do.. were I am going .. yaleitny tzwajt wla 9aar chee .. sho aswee now I cant go back 5laa9 .. do I go back do I apologize to my dad .. but I am free out of the house .. bs I don’t have any one .. I started to cry louder and I walked.. I kept walking for 20 minutes I dunno were am I going it was night and I was scared.. I came to cross the street a car came beside me with a bunch of guys in it .. one of them said " ya 7lw laish t9eee7 " the other " t3aal erkb wyana ya 7lw " I started to freak out I run as fast as I could went into the tress and I heard them laughing and the car went .. what a savages …
I putted my hand on my face to wipe my tears as I saw the number.. Ya the number that was like the best thing I ever saw in my life.. my uncle turkey's Number ..
enjoy reading ,
Thursday, 11 March 2010
a whole new world
Cold wind moved my hair, it’s a nice weather to go to the park or hang out with your friends and family on h beach, WELL!! Not for me... the one place that I can enjoy the weather in is the roof of the house. You want to know why well its simple……….My family is CLOSED-MINDED, you can't call it a family actually it's just my dad
My dad is married the year that my other died, I was Five then, he didn’t actually love my mother … Well that explains why he treats me badly and thinks that I will rein my reputation. My step mother... ahh she is a step mother what do you expect from her, she only want to see me miserable... she has 4 daughters mashalla and my dad loves them all and treats them like princess unlike me i don’t get something from him.
We are from a middle class family and I stopped studying after I finished Grade 12 which was year ago.Yaa yaaa I know my story sounds like Cinderella but I'm not as pretty as she is , I'm pale white and my hair is brown , I'm skinny and I'm not that short nor tall. How can I describe my style well I have an amazing style but I don’t were only kandoora since two years because once my dad saw me wearing jeans and from that day he forbidden me to wear anything only kandoora . Now you know my life and my past and I have one uncle but I just see him once a year because you know my dad he is a ring in my step mum's hand and she doesn't let him to go to Dubai to see him.. OH HOW I FORGET MY NAME IS ….
.
.
.
MAHRA
.
And I am 18 year old girl and lets get back to the story ….
Hessa ( one of my sisters she is the biggest 16 year old ) : mahroooo MAHROOOOOOO MAHROOOOO !!!!!!
Mahra : Haaaaa Sho tbeeen ???
Hessa : Can you please do my project aaah mafene I wanna hang out with my friends …
Mahra : aaaaH Uffffffffffffff T3rfeeen that I hate doing anything for you bs this time I will lana a7b working on projects.
Hessa: Ok !! " with a weird face " and with a quite voice " aah what a sicoo "
Mahra : I laughed to my self and went to my room to do her project , My dream to study abroad in the best universities … I had a scholarship but dad allah ysama7a he didn’t let me go thaats why I adore studying "
After 6 hours……….
Dad ( 3bdalla):REEM , Khawla , Sahar , HESSA umm Hessa weinkm ……
Mahra : halla oboya sh7alk … ? ( he didn’t ask about me L )
Dad : wein 3yal 5watch o mrtee
Mahra : ma3rf walla I think Ra7oo yt3shoon br3 .
Dad : I THINK I THINK .. La t5lene a36ech kf y3lmch el adb 9dg msh mrabaya .. ente mn mta t3rfeen shy a9lan '3eir 8lat el adb .. Ro7e 3n wayhee
Mahra " Yah that’s my dad doom mashoofa w yoom ashoofa that happens, isn't that sad " Ok m3salaama " I went to my bed room which was the size of a toilet blnsba la '3rft a5waty , I lay down on my bed and opened one of my fashion magazines ely a5le el 5dama tshtrele eyahmm..
To my Self " woooow Love the shoes .. OMG !! the skirt aaaah sooo adorable …. I want that baaag its so cute… Bla bla Bla dreams yo know never comes true …then I put my head on my pillow and went away to my wildest dreams..
Next Morning
Woke up at 7:00 a clock and I went to my only place " The ROOF" I sat and kept looking into the clear blue sky , feeling the cold weather .. it was winter in Abudhabi .. I sat down for almost 2 hours remembering my past and thinking about my future tell I heard that awful sound ..
Step Mum ( sheicka ) : MAHRAA MAHRAAAA… MAHRAAAA.. O 3laaaaa
Mahra: Halla YMMAA
Step Mum : Yma fe 3ainch golle ameen km mra glt lch ana msh omch fahma yalla thlfee d5ne el melas bayoon 7reem llg3da..
Mahra : enshalla " elg3da aah .. I hate each morning.. sheicka and her rude disrespectful friends come to drink coffee and y7shn fe 5lg allah st'3fralla "
D5nt el melas o I finished …. Sheicka d5lt o galat uff sho hal re7a sho hal d5ooon ..
Mahara : ha el d5oon ely gltele ast5dmaa
Sheicka : uff 3yal hay re7tch el 5aysa thlfee ro7ee fogg 3nee
Mahra: "Smelled my self it was the smell of perfume aaah I hate her !! "
My day went normal I fought up with my sisters usually and gave my sister hessa the project and she cut the paper and told me it wasn’t perfect and gave one of the teachers to do it for her …
At 5 a clock I slept and woke up at 8 , I went down I didn’t see anyone in the house , I asked the maid she said they went out and then she went to sleep.
They all went out to dinner so I went up to my room and I saw hessa's room open I went in and her room was amazing a girly room and I saw her kabt open so I opened it and saw this amazing dress .. it was yellow and had an amazing fabric I thought to my self do I try it or no I went out of the room but bsr3a went inside again took the dress and wore it ..
I look stunning and pretty .. drt marteeeen and the dress went up and started dancing .. I saw some cookies went and took a bit .. and went to put some perfume .. But suddenly I started to cough.. Oh I forgot I have allergy from 7 months of a kind of nuts..i start to cough and went to my room fast .. there were no pills in the box they all finished … I took my 3baya and I started to cough hardly and run out of the house..
The pharmacy was behind our house so I went there and I started to cough more.. I went into the pharmacy coughing hardly and everyone kept looking at me in a shock.. I went to the Indian man and said .. P-P-Pii-ill-l-ls p-le-ea-see ( name of the pill ) the Indian man went fast and gave me a pill I took one and a kind young man gave me a cup of water .. 7seit blra7a when I ate the pill and drunk the water …I saw the man he was a tall handsome man he told me" al7ein a7sn " I looked at him and didn’t say anything I was in a shock .. and after 7 minutes of silence he was still standing in front of me.. Suddenly out of nowhere I saw my dad coming into the store he was normal but when he saw me his face turned red .. I didn’t think of anything only … The Dress.. The boy in front of me .. El Sheila 6ay7a from coughing… and OUT OF THE HOUSE...
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My dad is married the year that my other died, I was Five then, he didn’t actually love my mother … Well that explains why he treats me badly and thinks that I will rein my reputation. My step mother... ahh she is a step mother what do you expect from her, she only want to see me miserable... she has 4 daughters mashalla and my dad loves them all and treats them like princess unlike me i don’t get something from him.
We are from a middle class family and I stopped studying after I finished Grade 12 which was year ago.Yaa yaaa I know my story sounds like Cinderella but I'm not as pretty as she is , I'm pale white and my hair is brown , I'm skinny and I'm not that short nor tall. How can I describe my style well I have an amazing style but I don’t were only kandoora since two years because once my dad saw me wearing jeans and from that day he forbidden me to wear anything only kandoora . Now you know my life and my past and I have one uncle but I just see him once a year because you know my dad he is a ring in my step mum's hand and she doesn't let him to go to Dubai to see him.. OH HOW I FORGET MY NAME IS ….
.
.
.
MAHRA
.
And I am 18 year old girl and lets get back to the story ….
Hessa ( one of my sisters she is the biggest 16 year old ) : mahroooo MAHROOOOOOO MAHROOOOO !!!!!!
Mahra : Haaaaa Sho tbeeen ???
Hessa : Can you please do my project aaah mafene I wanna hang out with my friends …
Mahra : aaaaH Uffffffffffffff T3rfeeen that I hate doing anything for you bs this time I will lana a7b working on projects.
Hessa: Ok !! " with a weird face " and with a quite voice " aah what a sicoo "
Mahra : I laughed to my self and went to my room to do her project , My dream to study abroad in the best universities … I had a scholarship but dad allah ysama7a he didn’t let me go thaats why I adore studying "
After 6 hours……….
Dad ( 3bdalla):REEM , Khawla , Sahar , HESSA umm Hessa weinkm ……
Mahra : halla oboya sh7alk … ? ( he didn’t ask about me L )
Dad : wein 3yal 5watch o mrtee
Mahra : ma3rf walla I think Ra7oo yt3shoon br3 .
Dad : I THINK I THINK .. La t5lene a36ech kf y3lmch el adb 9dg msh mrabaya .. ente mn mta t3rfeen shy a9lan '3eir 8lat el adb .. Ro7e 3n wayhee
Mahra " Yah that’s my dad doom mashoofa w yoom ashoofa that happens, isn't that sad " Ok m3salaama " I went to my bed room which was the size of a toilet blnsba la '3rft a5waty , I lay down on my bed and opened one of my fashion magazines ely a5le el 5dama tshtrele eyahmm..
To my Self " woooow Love the shoes .. OMG !! the skirt aaaah sooo adorable …. I want that baaag its so cute… Bla bla Bla dreams yo know never comes true …then I put my head on my pillow and went away to my wildest dreams..
Next Morning
Woke up at 7:00 a clock and I went to my only place " The ROOF" I sat and kept looking into the clear blue sky , feeling the cold weather .. it was winter in Abudhabi .. I sat down for almost 2 hours remembering my past and thinking about my future tell I heard that awful sound ..
Step Mum ( sheicka ) : MAHRAA MAHRAAAA… MAHRAAAA.. O 3laaaaa
Mahra: Halla YMMAA
Step Mum : Yma fe 3ainch golle ameen km mra glt lch ana msh omch fahma yalla thlfee d5ne el melas bayoon 7reem llg3da..
Mahra : enshalla " elg3da aah .. I hate each morning.. sheicka and her rude disrespectful friends come to drink coffee and y7shn fe 5lg allah st'3fralla "
D5nt el melas o I finished …. Sheicka d5lt o galat uff sho hal re7a sho hal d5ooon ..
Mahara : ha el d5oon ely gltele ast5dmaa
Sheicka : uff 3yal hay re7tch el 5aysa thlfee ro7ee fogg 3nee
Mahra: "Smelled my self it was the smell of perfume aaah I hate her !! "
My day went normal I fought up with my sisters usually and gave my sister hessa the project and she cut the paper and told me it wasn’t perfect and gave one of the teachers to do it for her …
At 5 a clock I slept and woke up at 8 , I went down I didn’t see anyone in the house , I asked the maid she said they went out and then she went to sleep.
They all went out to dinner so I went up to my room and I saw hessa's room open I went in and her room was amazing a girly room and I saw her kabt open so I opened it and saw this amazing dress .. it was yellow and had an amazing fabric I thought to my self do I try it or no I went out of the room but bsr3a went inside again took the dress and wore it ..
I look stunning and pretty .. drt marteeeen and the dress went up and started dancing .. I saw some cookies went and took a bit .. and went to put some perfume .. But suddenly I started to cough.. Oh I forgot I have allergy from 7 months of a kind of nuts..i start to cough and went to my room fast .. there were no pills in the box they all finished … I took my 3baya and I started to cough hardly and run out of the house..
The pharmacy was behind our house so I went there and I started to cough more.. I went into the pharmacy coughing hardly and everyone kept looking at me in a shock.. I went to the Indian man and said .. P-P-Pii-ill-l-ls p-le-ea-see ( name of the pill ) the Indian man went fast and gave me a pill I took one and a kind young man gave me a cup of water .. 7seit blra7a when I ate the pill and drunk the water …I saw the man he was a tall handsome man he told me" al7ein a7sn " I looked at him and didn’t say anything I was in a shock .. and after 7 minutes of silence he was still standing in front of me.. Suddenly out of nowhere I saw my dad coming into the store he was normal but when he saw me his face turned red .. I didn’t think of anything only … The Dress.. The boy in front of me .. El Sheila 6ay7a from coughing… and OUT OF THE HOUSE...
Enjoy Reading
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