a whole new world

Cold wind moved my hair, it’s a nice weather to go to the park or hang out with your friends and family on h beach, WELL!! Not for me... the one place that I can enjoy the weather in is the roof of the house. You want to know why well its simple……….My family is CLOSED-MINDED, you can't call it a family actually it's just my dad
My dad is married the year that my other died, I was Five then, he didn’t actually love my mother … Well that explains why he treats me badly and thinks that I will rein my reputation. My step mother... ahh she is a step mother what do you expect from her, she only want to see me miserable... she has 4 daughters mashalla and my dad loves them all and treats them like princess unlike me i don’t get something from him.
We are from a middle class family and I stopped studying after I finished Grade 12 which was year ago.Yaa yaaa I know my story sounds like Cinderella but I'm not as pretty as she is , I'm pale white and my hair is brown , I'm skinny and I'm not that short nor tall. How can I describe my style well I have an amazing style but I don’t were only kandoora since two years because once my dad saw me wearing jeans and from that day he forbidden me to wear anything only kandoora . Now you know my life and my past and I have one uncle but I just see him once a year because you know my dad he is a ring in my step mum's hand and she doesn't let him to go to Dubai to see him.. OH HOW I FORGET MY NAME IS ….
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MAHRA
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And I am 18 year old girl and lets get back to the story ….

Hessa ( one of my sisters she is the biggest 16 year old ) : mahroooo MAHROOOOOOO MAHROOOOO !!!!!!

Mahra : Haaaaa Sho tbeeen ???
Hessa : Can you please do my project aaah mafene I wanna hang out with my friends …
Mahra : aaaaH Uffffffffffffff T3rfeeen that I hate doing anything for you bs this time I will lana a7b working on projects.
Hessa: Ok !! " with a weird face " and with a quite voice " aah what a sicoo "
Mahra : I laughed to my self and went to my room to do her project , My dream to study abroad in the best universities … I had a scholarship but dad allah ysama7a he didn’t let me go thaats why I adore studying "
After 6 hours……….

Dad ( 3bdalla):REEM , Khawla , Sahar , HESSA umm Hessa weinkm ……
Mahra : halla oboya sh7alk … ? ( he didn’t ask about me L )
Dad : wein 3yal 5watch o mrtee
Mahra : ma3rf walla I think Ra7oo yt3shoon br3 .
Dad : I THINK I THINK .. La t5lene a36ech kf y3lmch el adb 9dg msh mrabaya .. ente mn mta t3rfeen shy a9lan '3eir 8lat el adb .. Ro7e 3n wayhee
Mahra " Yah that’s my dad doom mashoofa w yoom ashoofa that happens, isn't that sad " Ok m3salaama " I went to my bed room which was the size of a toilet blnsba la '3rft a5waty , I lay down on my bed and opened one of my fashion magazines ely a5le el 5dama tshtrele eyahmm..
To my Self " woooow Love the shoes .. OMG !! the skirt aaaah sooo adorable …. I want that baaag its so cute… Bla bla Bla dreams yo know never comes true …then I put my head on my pillow and went away to my wildest dreams..
Next Morning
Woke up at 7:00 a clock and I went to my only place " The ROOF" I sat and kept looking into the clear blue sky , feeling the cold weather .. it was winter in Abudhabi .. I sat down for almost 2 hours remembering my past and thinking about my future tell I heard that awful sound ..

Step Mum ( sheicka ) : MAHRAA MAHRAAAA… MAHRAAAA.. O 3laaaaa
Mahra: Halla YMMAA
Step Mum : Yma fe 3ainch golle ameen km mra glt lch ana msh omch fahma yalla thlfee d5ne el melas bayoon 7reem llg3da..
Mahra : enshalla " elg3da aah .. I hate each morning.. sheicka and her rude disrespectful friends come to drink coffee and y7shn fe 5lg allah st'3fralla "
D5nt el melas o I finished …. Sheicka d5lt o galat uff sho hal re7a sho hal d5ooon ..
Mahara : ha el d5oon ely gltele ast5dmaa
Sheicka : uff 3yal hay re7tch el 5aysa thlfee ro7ee fogg 3nee
Mahra: "Smelled my self it was the smell of perfume aaah I hate her !! "
My day went normal I fought up with my sisters usually and gave my sister hessa the project and she cut the paper and told me it wasn’t perfect and gave one of the teachers to do it for her …
At 5 a clock I slept and woke up at 8 , I went down I didn’t see anyone in the house , I asked the maid she said they went out and then she went to sleep.
They all went out to dinner so I went up to my room and I saw hessa's room open I went in and her room was amazing a girly room and I saw her kabt open so I opened it and saw this amazing dress .. it was yellow and had an amazing fabric I thought to my self do I try it or no I went out of the room but bsr3a went inside again took the dress and wore it ..
I look stunning and pretty .. drt marteeeen and the dress went up and started dancing .. I saw some cookies went and took a bit .. and went to put some perfume .. But suddenly I started to cough.. Oh I forgot I have allergy from 7 months of a kind of nuts..i start to cough and went to my room fast .. there were no pills in the box they all finished … I took my 3baya and I started to cough hardly and run out of the house..
The pharmacy was behind our house so I went there and I started to cough more.. I went into the pharmacy coughing hardly and everyone kept looking at me in a shock.. I went to the Indian man and said .. P-P-Pii-ill-l-ls p-le-ea-see ( name of the pill ) the Indian man went fast and gave me a pill I took one and a kind young man gave me a cup of water .. 7seit blra7a when I ate the pill and drunk the water …I saw the man he was a tall handsome man he told me" al7ein a7sn " I looked at him and didn’t say anything I was in a shock .. and after 7 minutes of silence he was still standing in front of me.. Suddenly out of nowhere I saw my dad coming into the store he was normal but when he saw me his face turned red .. I didn’t think of anything only … The Dress.. The boy in front of me .. El Sheila 6ay7a from coughing… and OUT OF THE HOUSE...

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