a whole new world Part 8

previuosly,

S3ood: you know he could of raped you with this clothes
Mahra: shut up you don’t know him
S3ood became more angry: Don’t tell me to shut up
Mahra" I was scared I shut up"
He came close to me.. He was so angry I was so scared he put his hands up .. I closed my eyes waiting for the slap that he was going to give me.. But I was shocked when he putted his big hands behind my head.. And kissed me
We kissed for 1 minute and then he stopped he went back words without saying anything..
He turned and was going to walk out the door and said : You take my breath away mahra ..
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I couldn’t sleep.. I kept moving in the bed trying to get sleep but I couldn’t.. YOU TOOK MY BREATH AWAY.. What he meant.. And his kiss .. ohh his kiss .. I could still fell his warm lips on my lips .. it just one minute but for me the time stood still .. he loves me or he just playing me hot and cold .. Why he is doing this .. what’s happing to me .. I said ill never think about boy in my whole life .. but but.. his eyes they said another thing .. he looked at me like he care for me .. aaah I don’t want to think … I want to sleep .. Why I can’t sleep. Why the memory of tomorrow keeps popping in my mind .. S3ood .. S3ood .. S3oood his image cant disappear from my mind..at last I surrendered to sleep .

I opened my eyes the first image that came to my mind .. is s3ood .. Ii don’t know why I blushed.. I felt a new feeling .. a happy one .. I went and changed my close to meet Kendrick .. I wore jeans and a white shirt and opened my hair .. I went out to see who is in the apartment.. took my bag and wore my shoed .. I didn’t see anyone .. I think they are still in Uni .i went to the left and when the left opened I saw s3ood .. I froze .. I didn’t know what to doo .. he looked at me and stood still .. I went inside and I gave him my back and stared at the numbers of the levels.. I felt him coming closer.. he hold my hand and pressed on it .. He said :
Mahra ..

Mahra : ….

S3ood: Mahary

His voice was deep .. and warm .. I could feel him breathing..

S3ood: 7bebte ..

I stood still I was shaking.. my face was red .. I didn’t know what happened to mee.. What he Is saying .. please s3ood stop..

Mahra: s3ood

S3ood: 3yoona

Mahra: please stop

S3ood: Mahary

Mahra: Yes..

S3ood: look at me

Mahra: Stop please..

S3ood :just look at me

Mahra: I don’t want to

S3ood: ok

He stood in front of me .. I LOOKED AT HIM FOR 1 SECOND O NAZLT 3EINE . WHAT THE HELL WHY THE LEFT IS SO SLOW

He said with a warm voice: a7bch ..
I felt inside of me something melting.. I I looked into his eyes.. And we kept staring . the left opened .. and I went out but He grabbed my hands and pushed me in the left again he pressed all the numbers in the lift and then it moved..

Mahra: please s3ood

S3ood: please SHo ?

Mahra: stop this

S3ood: why?

Mahra: because its 3eeb

S3ood: a7bch 3eeb

Mahra: …

S3ood: Mahra I love you with all my heart I really do

Mahra: but im late walla

He came near to me and said : for what

Mahra: ( I couldn’t say anything he looked at me with his pretty eyes and kept staring)

S3ood: t7bene

Mahra: what

S3ood: t7bene,, DO U LOVE ME ?

Mahra: ma3rf

S3ood: mayhmne el moham ana a7bch..

Mahra: s3ood

S3ood: aaah fdeitch wnte tn6geen my name ,,

Mahra( I blushed ma3rf sho agool all the words I wanted to say are lost)

S3ood: 7bebte sho knte btgolen

Mahra: my heart was beating very fast and fast I couldn’t breathe properly

S3ood bitted his lower lips : Aaaah tthb7ene bmst7ach ..

Mahra( I could say anything to him but I liked it I don’t know why I was feeling good with it

Mahra : umm I have to go back up

S3ood: why

Mahra: because I need something

S3ood: ill come with you

Mahra: ummm no

S3ood: sho no .. mb 3kaifch ..

We went up and I went into my room s3ood followed me into my room..

S3ood: so this is your room

Mahra: yaa isn’t it nice

S3ood: everything belongs to you is nice

Mahra: thank you

S3ood: anytime

Mahra:ummm

S3ood: ummmm

MAhra: la t8ldnei

S3ood: la t8ldnei

Mahra: bs

S3ood: bs and he winked

Mahra: s3oooooodd

S3ood: S3oooooodd 7bebeee..

Mahra( I looked at him and he started to laugh )

S3ood: mahra 7bebte I have to go now I have a class

Mahra: now

S3ood: yaa bs if you want me to stay I will ditch class and he winked

Mahra: no no you can go

S3ood: hhahahhah tbeen el faka haa .. la t5afen 7yate ana wrach wrach

And he went out side ..

I fall into my warm bed ..

Am I in reality or am I dreaming..

It felt good.. I feel happy.. Somebody loves me ..

But wake up Mahra .. What amna and Fatima said .. they told me they are jerks ..

Well I don’t think that he is a jerk he is so sweet and nice ..

Aaah am I falling for him or I just like him..

I remembered all the things that happened today and yesterday .. time past 2 hours and I was still on bed thinking .. I moved my head and I saw the clock .. OHH SHIT Kendrick .. Omg I saw my phone 5 missed calls from him .. omg I forgot about him .. I have to call him

6ooooooooooo6 ..6oooooooooo6..
Kendrick : hello

Mahra : keen im soo sorry I am I didn’t see the time im so sorry ..

Ken: its fine

Mahra: really

Ken: ya I can come now and we will go

Mahra: oooh thank you.. Thank you a lot

Ken: anytime.. im coming now ..

I brought my bag and wore my shoes .. I went down and saw Kendrick coming my way.. he was wearing a shirt white one and a red with white and black and aviators ..

Ken: hello Mahra

Mahra: hey ken

Ken: so how are you

Mahra: im fine how are you

Ken: Great lets go now


We went to the coffee and ill be working there from tomorrow
We sat down and orders some coffee..
We started talking about a lot of stuff but suddenly I asked him
MAhra: did you ever fall in love

Ken: me.. Never

Mahra: really

Ken: well I’m not that good with girls and relation ships

Mahra: why you are good

Ken: no I’m not really .. I just never got the love feeling

Mahra: well I think I’m falling in love and I told him what happiness

Ken: hmm are you sure that he loves you

Mahra: yaah if you looked into his eyes you will see that

Ken: mahra be carful.. don’t do anything tell you are sure that he loves you

Mahra: but how I make sure..

Ken: just see if he does that to all of the girls or only you ..

Mahra: umm ok

Ken: and ask about him

Mahra: ok

Ken: be carful mahra he could break your heart

Mahra: he wont.. I wouldn’t love him that much

Ken: you don’t know it may happen

Mahra: umm ok thanx though

Ken: its my pleasure you are my friend and I have to help you

I went back to the apartment and told Amna and Fatima
Amna: No No No

Fatime :NOOOO

Amna: Mahra what did I told you LOVE doesn’t exist

Mahra: but he told me

Fatima: so what he is just saying that all the boys say that and they leave you or cheat on you

Mahra: not all of the boys

AMna: Mahra well its your choice.. But we warn you

Mahra: aaah I don’t know

Amna: just don’t go to far

Fatima: and keep in your mind that he just saying that and he don’t mean it ..

Mahra: umm ok

What they are saying I didn’t hear well because I was thinking about s3ood.. I couldn’t believe them .. he really loves me .. I can tell from his eyes .. he really does why no one understand that ..
I went to my room and kept in my bed thinking about him .. jlb 7yate foog t7t .. I heard his voice talking and laughing.. and then I heard the laughs disappear and screaming ..
Amna: S3ood don’t play with her she is an innocent girl

S3ood: im not I really love her

Amna : but you Are engaged ..!

S3ood: SO!!

Amna : how do you love her if you are engaged`

S3ood: ok I love her.. Should I get married to her ..!

Amna: yah then why are you with her

S3ood: do you think that a guy will marry her or you guys..?

All of them said : WHAT

I was shocked of s3ood ..!!

S3ood: ok I love her but I won’t marry her a9lan no way .. I would just get married to a decent girl a girl that wont laugh with me won’t even talk to me tell marriage ..the one who will raise my children well ..its just a small time love like summer love and its over .. I won’t cheat on her or anything

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT !!! am I a game to him .. What he means that I’m not a decent girl that I’m just a game that he could love and throw ..Now I realized what happen to mum.. My dad loved her and trick her and she got pregnant but when it became serious he didn’t wanted her .. ooooh I hate men .. they could just have fun with girls and break their hurt and when it comes to marriage they want the one that doesn’t even see the sunlight.. I hate men I just hate them they are so cruel.. They just don’t care only for thereselfs .. I hate you s3ood I hate you.. I started crying and crying.. you’re going to pay your going to pay s3ood .. you will see .. Do you think am cheap that I will love you and give you everything that you wanted and they leave me .. Well im not that kind of girl .. I’m a precious diamond that no one can HAVE.. NO ONE ..!!!.. I kept crying and repeating this sentence..

I HATE MEN!!!!

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