Wednesday, 17 March 2010

a whole new world Part 2

previously ,

The pharmacy was behind our house so I went there and I started to cough more.. I went into the pharmacy coughing hardly and everyone kept looking at me in a shock.. I went to the Indian man and said .. P-P-Pii-ill-l-ls p-le-ea-see ( name of the pill ) the Indian man went fast and gave me a pill I took one and a kind young man gave me a cup of water .. 7seit blra7a when I ate the pill and drunk the water …I saw the man he was a tall handsome man he told me" al7ein a7sn " I looked at him and didn’t say anything I was in a shock .. and after 7 minutes of silence he was still standing in front of me.. Suddenly out of nowhere I saw my dad coming into the store he was normal but when he saw me his face turned red .. I didn’t think of anything only … The Dress.. The boy in front of me .. El Sheila 6ay7a from coughing… and OUT OF THE HOUSE...




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Harshly he garbed my hands and pulled me, his hands were big comparing to my hand , he was pressing hard and if it was little more harder he could broke my hands. I saw his eyes they were Flaming with Fire , His below teeth were hardly pushed with his upper teeth from madness.. He was pulling me toward the house.. People say each time when they get closer to their house they feel safer But for me I was terrified I could see the house getting closer tell we reached the house.. He opened the door with his huge hands and it banged to the wall and made a big huge noise.. for one second I thought the door has fall he looked at me and gave me a slap on my face with his huge man hands, he grabbed my hair and pulled it slowly that I felt each single hair being pulled from my head skin .. But I didn’t feel any pain because the pain in my heart was covering it ..He started yelling at me and kicking me while I was in the ground " f'67tena ya el7ywana ente bs n5lech dgega flbeit tro7ein t9eei3en, 8rballat el youm ely omch yabtch feeh ely ana tzwajt omch yal 7ywana " he grabbed me again from my hair and said " t7lmen tshoofen eldry ely jdam hatha el bab mrthanya " he pointed at the door … I looked at my step mum and sister and I saw the look in their faces they were looking at me like I am such an animal.. I stood up while tears came out of my Hazel Eyes I looked at every one and went up stairs.. I didn’t defend my self because I know they wont believe me I went to my room.. Closed the lights and full into my warm bed crying not from the pain … not from the looks that they gave me.. not from not defending my self .. But From the person who did that.. Yes My darling father.. The great person that each girl not only likes but loved.. Yes the one who take cares of her and be her role model in the world and makes here feel safe .Slowly my tears started to stop and without noticing I went to another world.. Which were my dreams…

I opened my eyes , Ouch why is my head hurting me , Before I could figure why my head hurts me .. a flash of memory came in front of me like a film from what happened yesterday … my eyes started watering and I kept staring at the 4 walls in my room.. My life is over.. its over .. I'm trap in this house for ever.. Will not forever tell I get married.. aah and my dad who he will give me too .. An old man.. A wealthy old man or no one.. for one minute I thought of committing suicide.. St'3fralla what am I saying I don’t want to go to hell … I sat thinking deeply do I run away? Hmmmmm No way I don’t know any one my friends I don’t have their numbers I don’t have even a mobile.. what a stupid idea .. I wont run from the house.. What then I should dooo .. Think mahra think I wont live like this I have the right to live like any other person.. AAAAAHAA!! That’s it I have to talk to my dad.. But without anyone with him .. I have to stand to my rights …I have to say im a human too not a garbage and let him understand ... but you’re an idiot mahra dad wont lesson to you aaah and even im a coward girl ..
Tok Tok Tok ( door )
Mahra : Mnoo
…..: its me Reem Mama Tbaach tnzlen t7t tgool shy 7reem yboon yshofonch..
Mahra : what 7rem ?? Sho el salfa …
I wore my kandoora and Sheila and went down .. I saw a banch of old women's setting ..

Step mother : tfa'6le 7bebte MaHra hathe Yasmine o 3fraa

Mahra : " WHAT THE F### did she said 7bebte what happening " elslam 3laikm

Yasmine : w3laikm el salama mashalla 3laiha sheicka etjnn

Step Mother : haih mthl maglt lkm

Mahra " Told them what sho el salfa "

Yasmine : 3yal 5la9 n7n b3d mwaf8een haah glte matba tkml drastha 9aa7

Step Mother : la Matba

3fra stood up and came to kiss me : mabroook 7bebte

Mahra : mabrook Laish .. !

Yasmine : weeh weeh weh y7lailha elbnt msta7ya.. Mabrook 3ala rayle el '3alya ely hoh bay9eir RAYLACH !!!!!

Mahra : " F*** WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT !!! Sho tgool Hai " : Raylch Rayleee SHO TGOOLEEEN SHO EL SALFA

Step mother Laughed : t3ali 7yatee shklch m9a6la " and s7btne el ma6b5 "

In the kitchen:
"N3m sho 9ayer SHO EL SALFA" I Said

Step Mother looked at me o raf3a 5shmha uff y3la y6eei7 enshalla !! : sm3e hay ely br3 mrt rbe3 oboch matroom eteb 3yal o oboch 3r'6 lrbe3a gal bnte awla lk o tfdak o 6b3n b3d ely sweteh ams .. btzwajena b3d 3 days o bateben mnah yahal 3shan 7rmta matrooom

Mahra : shhhhhhhhhhhoooooo LAAAAAAAAAAAA !! Mast7eeel NO WAAY t3rfen SHO y3ne
NO way … !! fe a7lamkm ana mabtzwaj

Step Mother : t5seen a9lan malch shoor Oboch 8rar o 5laaa9 gal llryal Tmm

Mahra " I started crying Sho haaal 7yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah laish im a bad luck person ely fe gady 3ayshen 7yathm they are having fun o ana an aim miserable and 7yate 5aysaa laish ana sho sweet 3shan SHO thanbeee … I saw step mother went out o tslm 3l 7reim 3shan yro7on .. Im a Slave ya that’s what I am to them .. I went to my room fast o 3gait 3mree 3al bed and started to cry .. I didn’t know how many hours it took me to cry bs my tears couldn’t finsh .. 5laaa9 I will get married to and old guy by6algne 3gb maybla 3yal o by3gne fe el shar3 5laaa9 my life is over ,,, What am I saying LA LA I CANT …aah mahra you cant do this to your .. Im Going to run away .. YES I will .. Bashl ra8m 3me o broo7laa I cant be like this anymore .. I went out of my room it was 5 el 3a9ar d5lt shwy shwy 8rfat my dad m7d feyha .. Saw the brown book that has all the number .. 3my turkey … 3my turkey Hmmm Wein Weinaa … 3my turkeeey YESS HERE IT IS I wrote it in my hands and then I heard voice coming to the room .. I didn’t know how but I slide under the bed and kept quite .. I heard mrt Dad coming in and she was on the phone with some one ..
: Haaaih haaaih enshalla t3aloo bacher hatoo el mahar .. La la bntna '3alya manr'6a bhal s3r … enshalla Enshalll yalla m3a el salama …

" as if she is going to give me the money .. she will take it she and her spoiled little girls .. oohth bed is moving .. Nooooo Laykooon she will sleep Noo Noooooo Please god ….
1 hour
2
3 hours
"The sleeping beauty woke up . and went out of the room I got of the bed and run fast to my room but … I suddenly banged into some one I opened my eyes it was … The person that I call him my father ..

DAD : weein knteee o laish trk'6ein mthl el habla

MAhra …..:…..

Dad : sm3ene mrtee 5bratch traaah b3d 3 ayam btzwajen fl m7kma o btro7ein 3nd raylach o maba ay fa'6aya7 fahmaaaaa …

Mahra...:…..

DAD : FAAHMAA YA KALBAAAA !!

Mahra " LA LA MSH FAHMAA I wont mst7eeeeeeeeeeeeel shoof sho bsweee La La y asara you can say anything to him he will kill you … LA LA I HAVEE LAzm adaf3 3n 3mry I wont live like this " Entaa Efhaaam !!! awl

Dad : SHOOO GLTEEEEEEE !!

Mahra : glt Lk efham enta .. ana msh l3ba bein eidk t3gne 3la ay 7d o t'6rbne ana bntk 9aa7 o lk el 7ag bs ana 3nde 7yaaah a3eishaaa .. ana ensana msh 7ywana tyarha mthl el chalb .. Fa Laaa ana msh fahma baf'67k jdaam el 3alam wl rayayel wl naaas klhouum sho tt7ra maroom aswelk shy .. 9a7 ank oboya bs ana ma3tbrk mafe obo yswee chef e bntah .. aba afham ana sho swetlk fe 7yatk .. klt 7lal obok wana madree ..ana bntk mn l7mk o dmk o msh 3akiefk t3amlne chee maredk t3mlene chee…. O etha madeet eidk 3laay barooo7 ashtke 3laik ……. "I don’t know how this words came out of my mouth I saw the look on his face he was shocked and I was shocked too … Me Mahra the coward ... did I say that .. Laaa Mst7eeel " he silent went to his room .. I was shocked also .. all the house came running when they heard my screaming they were shocked too .. I saw my dad y6l3 with a bag he through it at me ..

Mahra : Shoo Ha

Dad : hatha kl awragch o f7o9atch o shhadatch o kl shy 5aa9 feech o jwazch o Floosch .

Mahra : laish

Dad started to scream: SHO B3d BAR3

Mahra : haa..

Dad : Bara3 6l3eee mn baiteeeee

Mahra "what happening sho el salfaaa "

Dad : damch matbene a3amlch o a7af'6 3la sm3tch 6l3e bara3 maba ashoof rg3t wayahch 3eishe nfs el 3alam wl nass .. May59ne fech .. wla ente y59ch fenaaa ana mn el youm mtbry mnch … O tbene ajawb 3la so2alch ana f3mre ma7betch … OMCH KANT 7aml FEECH GBL MATZWAJHA !!!!O 89booone a5thhaa o '6y3t 7ayateee way w7da '3bya 3aga 3mrha ..

MAhra :" Ana … Anaa … Anaa.. BNT 7raaaaam …LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Mst7eeel LAa Laa yg9 3laay La ana msh cheee laaaaaaaaaaaaaa from the shock my tears were frozen.. is he saying the truth .. Laaaa but im not bnt 7raam I mean he married my mum after all … bs kaaif kaif weeeen broooo7 weeein shoo bsweee kaiff "

Dad : yalla br3 bbbbbbbbbr3 mareed ashoofch marthanya fahma o la ateben 6ary 3la elsanch ana la oboch wla ente bnte FAHMAAA " and he keept dragging me out of the house o dzane I felt down the stairs and he through the bag on me which landed beside me "

I got up slowly msh mstw3ba shy … what happened.. ha kla 9aar wla 7lmm .. am I dreaming .. I pinched my self.. but sadly I wasn’t dreaming at all .. I got up hardly because my back was hurting me .. I wasn’t wearing 3baya .. I went out of the house and my tears started to melt down my checks.. What am I going to do.. were I am going .. yaleitny tzwajt wla 9aar chee .. sho aswee now I cant go back 5laa9 .. do I go back do I apologize to my dad .. but I am free out of the house .. bs I don’t have any one .. I started to cry louder and I walked.. I kept walking for 20 minutes I dunno were am I going it was night and I was scared.. I came to cross the street a car came beside me with a bunch of guys in it .. one of them said " ya 7lw laish t9eee7 " the other " t3aal erkb wyana ya 7lw " I started to freak out I run as fast as I could went into the tress and I heard them laughing and the car went .. what a savages …

I putted my hand on my face to wipe my tears as I saw the number.. Ya the number that was like the best thing I ever saw in my life.. my uncle turkey's Number ..

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